Part Time

God I think you broke me
I’ve never seen these tears before
This hurt feels different
It’s Because my love was real
And you were just practicing


I’m In love with someone I’ve never met
I’m amazed by places I’ve never seen
I have gone on grand adventures inside my mind
And wish for a life that will never be

Thank Me

It was all completely selfish
My love for you
So for each smile
Each happy moment
You can thank me
Because whatever you may have with her
Couldn’t possibly compare

In Order to Stay Strong

How I wish
I wasn’t made of glass
Easyly broken
I wanted to believe
I wasn’t a coward
I really thought
I could
I would tell myself
I could
Just one more day
You can do this
Just a few more hours
You can do this
I can be brave
I can be bold
I can be strong
But I cant
Not everyday
And I’m just now learning
That’s ok


Dear my sweet Montgomery,

I wish I could tell you all the things you want to hear.
Like it will all be ok.
Things will get better.
But in fact it may not and that’s ok.
There is a lesson to be learned.
Moments we need to experience.
And it will make you stronger.
And it will make you grateful.
Stay strong my love.
Your moment is coming.

After Hours

It’s ok
It’ll be our little secret
No one has to know
The ways I touch you
That you secretly love
The things that I say to you
It’s not a malicious act
She doesn’t know
Would she even mind
You said you weren’t happy
I know it’s been a while
She doesn’t love you like I do
And I think that works for us both